kyubifan

Hello everyone!

I noticed that I haven't updated anything since... 2020.. Yeah.. Have a small life update and also update on my future plans on this site.

Many don't know but I used work as telemarketer for almost 10 years in two different companies but low and behalf I was naive 20 year old who was bullshitted many times. Had enough and started working in cleaning company as customer servant thanks to my moms cousin who noticed how bad my situation was. This was in 2018. It was great, no weekend work, actual pay, new things to learn and awesome people to work with or so I though.

It actuality it was 2 different cleaning companies working, the one I worked under had already been sold to the other one. They also had home care on the side, mine I mean. First I was taking care of only at my company's customers but as my boss left I was given more and more things to take care of along with my mom's cousin, who ended up fainting because of the work load. We got new boss but.. she was odd to say at least. Never learned anything about the systems etc. I always did everything to her or my moms cousin. This really pissed us off inside but we just suck it up. This was during 2019 and let's say that summer wasn't easy for me in many, many levels.

My now ex boyfriend of 10 years decided to dumb me over text message just before my work starts, 10 days before my birthday. I moved to my own apartment on my birthday. Cat had massive cancer growth on her tongue, half of her tongue is missing now.

It wasn't easy and I can see how I slowly made myself towards depression when the months went by. I booked in spur of the moment group trip to Japan for spring 2020 just to cheer myself up. We all know how those trips ended up as.

2020 spring I was laid off for 3 months, which was max allowed time here back then. Keep in mind I was the ONLY customer service personnel in that company. Taking new care of 2 companies phone line and mails. I just sad home and played games. When I got back work everyone was surprised I came back. No one had been informed at this. I was still depressed this time but I kept facade up. This is when that companies HR person started bulling me. I save you guys from details but it got so bad that when I needed to inform her that I need to leave early because of medical stuff, doctors appointment, I nearly got panic attack. It wasn't fun.. My boss had yet changed to another one who had their own issues with the HR person and CO etc. but she was on my side in the end. Specially when I finally broke down and cried during work hours. I was hurting, so badly. Once again I'm being bullied, belittled etc. It's like junior high school all over again. In the end, I suck it up and kept working but I did distance myself from everyone, which usually left me out from group lunches or anything like that.

I was at my wits end with that company, when my friend told me they are hiring people and I would fit to the role. I applied and when I needed at least one to recommend me I asked my then boss of the cleaning company, nervous because I didn't know for sure did she want me to stay in that hell hole with her as support or let me go.. She let me go, which I'm forever grateful. I was hired within days and I was fair to everyone in old company and told them I am leaving face to face, which seemed to surprise them and then they panicked because I was on vacation most of that time.

I most likely made small error on venting my head during those last days because I was messaged during vacation time about the bulling. I had forgotten that the person who was in charge of the home care site was also part owner, whoops! And she escalated everything. In last days we sat down and talked everything. I told them I only want to know this issue was handled by them and that's it. Which was done.

I started 2021 in my current job with awesome and wholesome team. Every company has their issues but so far this is best one I have been in.

2021 also did bring small addition to my life~

https://twitter.com/Kyubifan/status/1435676698243215361

But enough of life stuff. I'm in better head space now, still recovering over those times but way better, I kinda snapped out of it few weeks ago.

What will happen to dA?

Honest I have decided to leave my profile as it is but I will not be posting art on this site. Granted I haven't even doodled anything this year.

I'm not the biggest fan of where dA has headed over the years. Eclipse already killed this place for me and with the AI crap and what not I'm just not feeling this place as art site, for me at least.

I do still intent to login here by habit. I also tend to commission or purchase adotables time to time.

I will post on different posting where you can find me~

Kinda regards~

Kyubi

Hey everyone!

Just letting you all know that Eclipse has made groups not so easy to manage so we are sorry that submissions can take longer to be accepted ^^;

- Kyubifan