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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: May I Hold You?
  • Watching: 07-Ghost
  • Playing: .//Hack Mutation & Heart Gold
To be all honest it's rather painful to write this journal but I still do it.
I want you people be aware of my situation, well at least the ones that care..

I wasn't accepted to any schools again but I am on runner up place to all of them. Then again, I'm starting loose hope to get any schools in this rate. I try get my dyslexia papers renewed but that sometime. I hope it helps somewhat but like I said, I'm loosing hope. Not even getting closer than last year is discouraging..
Then again this means I need to be more and more active at the job hunting. I want to get out this apartment. I want my own life but it isn't possible with my current paycheck. It's torturing to not have your own room nor a place I can be all alone. The things I can claim my own spots are my bed and this spot on the sofa..

The fact if that I have started to loose sleep over all this, what clearly isn't good. I'm not hungry, only a bit and when I eat I feel like it all is getting back up. I don't remember much of couple weeks either.
What is even more worrying is that I have started to bottle things again, it's unnerving. I'm worried at myself getting into that hole I was 10 years ago, without way out. 
Then again all this can be because I lost my great grandmother a week ago. These are my 3rd funerals in year or so.

I feel lost, so lost right now.

Either way, I try keep my head up and be positive but alas it's not easy.
So forgive me if I seem absent minded or antisocial, it's nothing personal. If it would be I would have told that long time ago.

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KaiZyaku Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist…  Not sure if you're a fan of Skyrim.  But this piece by Taylor Davis is pretty well down,  pretty soothing. =P
Skyybi Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2015  Professional General Artist
Kiitos watchista! (:
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ZokuChoco Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2015…

haha sori, unohdin linkata tän sun profiiliin! XD tuun vähän jäljessä mut linkaan nyt kuitenkin
kun säännöissä sanotaan! ´v` Hyvää Halloweeniä vielä!
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MightyRaptor Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2015  Student Digital Artist
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Ghentian Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2015
Nyt se on valmis!…

Toivottavasti tykkäät! :hug:
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Kiraim Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2015
Thanks for the waaaatch :tighthug::heart:!
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LordMarlon Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2015
Majesty by Marlonthegreenwolf  <3
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hetaliaderp576 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2015
dankz 4 da fav!1
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PocketHabanero Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the favorite! I am a dummy!
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wright867 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2015
i have a question. could I post this if i edited stuff?

I want to show you what i mean but, i don't now how to show you the pics
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ArthasElric Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Really nice artwork! <3
Keep it UP! :clap:
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Shadow-SlyVIIII Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
OH! happy late birthday. I'll have a picture of Kurama for you I did two days ago.:) (Smile)…
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CrystalWolf953 Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Happy Birthday! :iconhappybirthdaycakeplz:
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Nickydragondog13 Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2015
Happy Birthday!!!!!!! :D:D:D
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